A dream deferred

A dream deferred

Or reversed

A position we sometimes find ourselves in able to lie in the shade of excuses

Perhaps the conjunction of excellent and uses
But how do we avoid being timedout by time out

We can be like satellites orbiting our dreams but via our trajectories veer out of its gravity to be drawn under the power of celestial bodies

And it is on this in between spaces which has me in sorts
Grappling with oughts and similar thoughts

But I can always play the moth waltzing to pretty artificial lights

I ask have you ever heard of someone deafened by music
Or blinded by art

I know its just the lobby I am in but the lobby is sometimes not to far from the outside

The philosophers movie...what a

 

Shambles
I waited years for this movie
I guess good does not always come to those who wait
But before I wade in shallowness of putridity
Which was this let down of a movie
I will start with its finer points
One the visuals
Props and scene location
Was eye watering
Amazing
And any other synonyms
Especially living in the confines of concrete shaped landscape
Doused in gray
The view was one of such vibrancy

Moral ambiguity

Morality of life
Or sentiments
Of selected sentience
Was brought up for me in h.o.t.d
And in this iron man comic
Where he was questioned if he was an organic fascist
Are you am I
Do you or I really believe in the value if there is a value in sentience
Do moralities wrench when you swat a fly or step on an ant or kill bed bugs or kill for food
Or is it vindicated by justification
By food  pest or annoyance
And is survival that great of answer
So do we admit we would not bat an eyelid destroying a robot or killing a threat
But is ambiguity compatible with generalist morality
Or is morality a human phenomenon

So robots and non humans are excluded
Or after the initial outdated ideas they will be replaced
Or updated
So for now it is not a problem it is only a philosophic one
And the animal problem is slowly being addressed
And so ten thousand years from now their maybe some moral facets un thought of by non philosophers

Where you get to a place like in>>>

At the end of.. what happens

I am currently watching h.o.t.d
And aside from the crudeness it has been 2 eps in well written. .

And it got my philosopher mind up and running
About how it would be
How would I be

And does a situation like that actually bring people together
And if not or so why

And then it should be survival of the fittest but would it be....
Though may get suspended they would be still be there and could only really disappear in a new generation
For example helping the injured or weak
Would be something that at times cause moral problems

But if for you it did not you better act like it did because you would an easy target for the moral ambiguity to be focused on and an excellent coaxer of hypocrisy

So I can see that teacher being kkilled or left to die

Since he is not subtle with ruthlessness

A situation like the premise of the story shows the value of morality and also its real origin and function

So in closing

Does really whatever that doesn't kill us make us strong er

 

The coin

I looked up today and saw something amazing
I have seen it many times
So have you yet no one else batted an eye
True they may have batted eyes outside of my gaze
But everyone seems very unrazored to occam
The metal bird most of us couldn't operate
Or even know the miniscule amount of info on its gravity defying mechanics
Has become mainstay background noise
Its disappearance may not be missed
But aside from that I thought wow
Does everyone envision planes the same
Quick answer no
But veering into different waters
I thought of perception
The same thing people will use as evidence of superiority over animals
Or as ambassadors of civilization
Is not appreciated or noticed

And how coin like a object can be or people
Lupe famously called Obama a terrorist
And to some he is
Just how planes can bring aid they can also bring the vert catalyst for aid
I wouldn't be suprised if somewhere Thats happened finished offloading bombs to then offload medical help and aid
Or aids and aid
And that made me ponder
The Jekyll and the Hyde

Escaping our childhood

Can we escape our childhoods
Are we just the spectrums of our childhoods
And if so can we escape it

If a people are people because of their culture and customs
Can people who do not tie into the traditional system be then not catergorically of the people

Just observing people
I am deducing
Not many variants from the conclusion of the guessed potentialities

And the leanings towards degrees of people
That many claim uniqueness
Others of a different degree would laugh at it
For all claims of uniqueness
Their couldnt be social norms
Or the ridiculous generalisation towards human nature
Adverts would be a harder business than currently
Or am I equating uniqueness to unpredictability
So perhaps uniqueness can be put into spheres of degrees
But can barely differential difference really be catalogued
Since uniqueness is meant to be distinct
For does doing a unique thing make you unique
I would surmise not
But we have diverted
For do we escape childhoods
This the time
We learn
Life skills
Etched upon us in our most impressionable time
For I am current watching a tv program called psych
About a guy with incredible powers of observation
and the regular people surmise as in an episode
Of sherlock that the person deducing could not achieve the outcome without being involved in the crime
Psych he pretends to be a psychic but an over the top one to exhibit or hide the truth
Wish brings up why being a psychic is easier for people to grasp than high functioning observational skills

Perhaps psychic allows the ordinary to not look at them selves as a matter
Of it being a talent or a skill endowed
Well as observational skills are one where anyone could of came to the answer if they looked
And ygat reflects on the person directly but not everyone wants to look at themselves

And psych we see is a person
Who his dad trained him in honing his skills
To the point it can be seen as harshness
Such as you walk in a room
And recalling what was seen as such as how many hats are in a room

And I think it was also one of the foundation bricks of magic
But psych switches between his old and young self
And why he has certain gifts and skills

For if you are wearing an orange shirt in a crowd of red shirts you can surmise that person is unique but when you see someone with a yellow shirt orange absorbs into red
And if you put a green hoodie
The yellow gets absorbed
And then you have someone topless you can get another parameter

But I have seen people who have come from simplistic background become complex
And complex backgrounds become simplistic
But there are more factors at play
But it comes to the argument nature vs nurture

For being an individual does not mean you are an individual
For batteries come in individual portions but are indistinguishable from each other and form the same function
Whereas batteries are different from pens but are not really different from their contemporaries

Conclusion we can escape but to what degree

You are what you eat

Eat
We are this
So if we eat lions we are lions
I am not talking like that
Plus it would theoretically be a dead lion
So what positives do you get from a dead lion
Proposed power
Yeah anyways
Eat is jusr terminology
For takings in
So we are always taking in from our surroundings
Some more or less
That is the beauty and curse of art
Simplicity acting as a cover catches many out
For they dont know the secret
On the other hand we are all canvases
But some of us are playing prints
Copies of another
And I was thinking about my diet
And we are just the sum of our diets
People claiming to want change and the like but refrain from change of the diet
They throw out names coupled with compliments
And action is divorced from diet or stimuli
People want this magical pill
To slip in with their general operations
Without spoiling it
Like a cassette that you could listen to at night making you a genius
But it is also that there are things we don't wanna give up
Lose or transmute
Like becoming a high class athlete there are somethings you cant do and things you have compulsions to do
Even when you may be adverse to it
And you can tell a person by their tastes
Like what shows they watch
music or the
Lack of
For some of a change of diet is needed
But we have to disciplined
Or just change scenery
That simple
Sometimes yes
For
With the less affluent areas
Bad food or unhealthy food is in mass quantity
So entering into a bad diet is easy
Since like with google
Not many people trawl through all the number of  sites linked with the parameter of your search enquiry

As with diet some places you may need to extend yourself to find it
But in a different scenery or location it may be in abundance
Like different areas of london have a high amount of organic offerings
Compared to others

But some of us want to reap what we have not sown
Or in turn you may need to become your own source of nourishment and dietary needs

In the pursuit of happiness meets the usual suspects

So where are we going
A question that can derail the cohesive of complimentary companions
It is the shadow of the scythe to the stalks of grain

But there is a time when this question has the force of a atomic bomb
Instantly inducing calls to emergency services and having the restructuring crews details pulled out of the rolladex

Which is why many of us tiptoe around using it
Where it can become a cold war stand off

But there is time It is like a meteorite the size of our sun
Zooming in on a paddle boat in the Indian ocean
Imagine the fallout and commotion
As well as power of propulsion

The say at the stake it is not the fire
That kills you but the smoke
For the question brings up issues of wires being crossed
An eye test appointment
And remodelling

But there is a time when you have veer from the shore
Saddled with paddles and oars potentially
Basking in awe
And then comes the horns of war
Signalling a detour
Shattering decor and shredding notions of what is and shst was thought

And reminiscence of shores
Are retold as to retort
Using up the last resort rations
And survival packs

And the ocean is unforgiving
And what distance can be found in a dingy is explored

And the thought is why in the commotion of the ocean
Why not in aisle of and island
Which seems light years away
Which would of been awhile

Spout out a soliloquy clothed prose of pursuit
Whilst trying to find the end of the roots

Looking for clues of the keyser soze twist
Resistant to the immediate urgers of overboard
Passion losing out momentarily to pragmatism
Paradigm
Was possibly a shape before this now
It is a concept to tussle with
Tusks turn to weapons after being adored as ornaments

It turns out pursuit was misleading
Now a cause of grievance
One side party thought it had a potentially for an end
And another the journey
Is the end part of swashbuckling adventures to spout till and beyond the loss of dentures

So I dont know where we are going
But I am getting a picture of where I am going

Stars and lightbulbs

Stars and lightbulbs

Is how I sometimes feel

And like me you are thinking
How do they relate how do they coexist

Wouldn't stars melt the outter casing and disintegrate the filament that makes that bulb shine
Where as the stars source of energy is within a bulb is without

But yet they both illuminate but on different fields and intensities
And one is temporary
For there is no off button for stars
There is no manipulator of their intesity no dim switch
No person who having enough of their light
Can just cut their strings or stick their hand up their rear and change their actions
Or stop them via tripping over their cord
From stars you must hide creating constructs to obscure
You cannot merely throw a blanket over it
Yet stars may reside in a void devoid of their own kind
So may be drawn to those who shine
So alas I find myself contorting my frame
And shape
For how does a star function around lightbulbs
Do they compare hydrogen to watts
Or cumbustion to filament

Stars and lightbulbs and watts

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ps9u-4jY9cM&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Can you articulate that a bit better for you see I dont speak proletarian

Its been a  interesting spot of time
For yours truly
Diving into the world of politics and potential proletariat reform

And whilst watching this public figure demonized and pigeonholed
It got me questioning especially
After a phrase he said about liking proletariat linguistics

And got me think it happened to coincide
With what I heard bobby fischer say
When being grilled
That he is not a debater
And he did not go to college aka unj
And how people try to pigeonhole him into just chess
This similar familiar smell kanye west is currently
Enduring
That he is saying truths
But it is not sugar coated and it is not manipulated pass you periphery
But they are always being set on by these quizzy characters who play with semantics
Like bobby played with chess peices or kanye with beats
And saying you are not an expert or have the answers does not save you

Interesting I thought I did a previous pieces pointing out the putrid opinions poured out
In these kind of places
And how people who are anti it always find these videos im like I am into this yet you found this before
Dam I need to start twitter following you
For you are in my scene
Except I dont  have the compullsion to first watch numerous videos I dont like and then unshamingly pour out literal excrement
Its like say I
Dont like cricket
But any and every cricket video or show there I am poo pooing the sport
Either I am a super troll
deranged
Actually love the sport
Or I am in some sinister campaign against it
The funny thing is they pretend to be liberal
The person they are spewing this venom against is not pretending they stumbled into the interview or seminar or whatever
Or is pretending not to have a cause
Yet this super follower is but not to meander to far

It got me thinking on articulation
The art of arrangement of words
And that truth needs a pr campaign
And how these interviews become debates
For I am sure debate and interview are two different words with divergent meanings

The interviewer could debate to a mannequin if we wanted to see their views in an interview
But we came for the interviewee
So let them have their piece
And as well do not bring a debate under the guise of an interview which I see many do
Getting people tricked by the layout

I know meandering
But it is crazy how you slander the person out goes their message
Its like someone saying your house is on fire
Panic ensues
Oh he is a druggy or is in the grip of alcoholism
Hmmm his claim is now dubious no need to check
Oh a fireman a vet even a telephone salesman says it
Hmmm now its more credible
Is not truth truth no matter who utters it

And articulation is the affliction which is killing the message of many who speak out
Winning an argument does not mean your argument is correct

I feel this mono kind of culture of their is only one way is to blame its this or that
When the universe is not like that
There are many shades of grey
Just look at the diversity around us

This aint a new year its just a repeat yooo

New year many will sheeply exclaim
Whilst in the den of previous years
And through out this time
I have been gravitating towards realignment
And resight
For it maybe a ritual for some about the type of activities designated for the next cycle of seasons
And that it will be the foundation of the carryings of the proposed new year
For life is preached as for a thing for growth
But can growth and routine coincide

This may for some be drenched slightly in the rivers of pessimism
But I do not need empty gestures
And pretend changes
Like what good does it really do with people systemically uttering a phrase with no actions accompanying it

Shouldnt a new year be ushered in by a new year
You 2.0 at least
For it just made me think of investments
Like who have I invested in and who has and is currently investing in the brand which is me
Or the community

And investing people think
It is money mula or any other synonyms
But time and
Thought
Are some of the things which are better than a three word utterance

But but be the change you want you to see is one of those saying that have been rattling around
The consciousness

And you cannot go anywhere for awhile
Without being ambushed
By it
And you must reply it back
Whether you mean it or not
Just say it
New year grinch

Like people would rather wish than do some actual investment

In closing like I was thinking if new years was what I was made to believe
Then the world should really instantly be remarkably changed from all these resolutions
And professions of a new year

But when I see people playing chicken with cars from the pavement because they cant walk straight
I am brought back down to as why

So watch this space as I will do
For how does a new thing year or otherwise spit out old agendas and avenues

For to turn up for a bit
A lot of finger pointing about the state of human affairs
But what are they or you doibg differently
Still watching the same shows same amount of tv and still not investing in your society or coming up with solutions

For I stood on the periphery of society
And I was shown its face
About how the pub club or anywhere with a alcohol licence was mecca where people set out on a pilgrimage to
Dressing in the same attire from the same shops
Set out exactly as mannequins
Showed

And how can there ever be a new year if there is not even new people or actual individuals

Hopefully I can actually say new year one day
Until then unhappy same year

Proud huh

Pride comes before a fall

But from falls we rise
Perhaps better than before

Who keeps telling you that you should be meek weak humble as to stumble

Calling you arrogant isnt it arrogant to call someone that or to prescribe that on someone you dont know you just made a narrative about and ran away with it

Second guessing yourself scared to show up others so you hide your own ligjt instead of say stop fronting
You step
Why give me advice you aint taking dont live your life through me
Who made you judge
Criticism that  arent constructive mean nothing

People have the lion symbolism
And yet act like sheep