me and nature vs nature and i

it seems when we think of nature << this minus the pathway comes to mind

and these past few days the heat has enticed the sloths the peacocks and bats out into the heat

but then comes the dilemma
living in a place devoid of nature you seek out the nearest patch
to begin embracing the nature you genuinely dismiss
which creates an awkward position

the prodigal child coming home
but just until the clouds hold back the suns rays
but back to the awkwardness

that benches can make you feel more at ease than than the earth
dead nature v living nature
the using of nature ie the bench
and being apart of nature ie sitting on the earth

and once the sun goes or the day is up we leave behind nature to go back to our habitat outside of it
^^ this picture says so much how nature is like an endangered species
being kept from being exterminated by the poachers lurking in the background
and the view the buildings seem to personify
of how they tower above and look down on nature
as if it is beneath it
but on the other hand personifying natures jungle
and mans jungle with concrete trees
and concrete rivers aka roads
which provides sustenance for these trees
and the two senses of wonder
one nature a hidden wonder easy to miss
and then the conspicuous wonder flashing and grabbing your attention
where you could just look past nature to the architecture behind

so i sit in the park on the grass
and wonder who will win out me and nature
two separate entities where i just take and continue to feel removed
or nature and i and in tune with the oneness